He is Married, my high school love/sweetheart is MARRIED!
I just found out that the first guy, only guy I can only say I really "loved" is married, we dated for 3 years granted it was a little stressful but he was like all my firsts. I am still young so everything is still so fresh, we havent been together for about 2 years but its ok, my friend told me "it didnt take a week to fall in love and it wont take a week to fall out of it" and its so true. Ive seen photos of him recently and I saw the wedding photos and honey moon photos and it just made me so sad, all I can think about is the happy times when we were together like all the different color Nike shocks he had, or his polos and how like every 2 months he had a different color hair or more highlights (sob)
I just want to cry!
I just want someone to hug me, my dog doesnt even want to sit on my lap *sob sob*
Did a interview today for chataboutit.com for Robert Galynski today ... refuse to talk about it, just awkward and interesting. Can I not have a normal interview with anyone? Does it always have to be full on and hardcore. GAH!
Song of the day is This Is War - 30 Seconds to Mars
